I always have been looking for something that would make me happy. I know that it will make me happy; but I have never found it the way I wanted. People say one must adjust n move on as we don’t really get always what we want and sometimes need to accept this fact. But then are we really happy when we accept this fact; is life really worth living moving on /adjusting with something we never really wanted in the first place? I definitely don’t think so..
What if I still have a hope n keep searching for it. Why did I not find it yet then? Is it because I am scared and somewhere believe that I do not deserve it. That is not the case; as I know I deserve it. But yes, I am scared that will I ever find it or will I again be looking for it as what I found was just a delusion. We always keep looking/running after things and it keeps running away from us. Those who don’t run or expect anything get so much without even asking.
I wish moving on was easier. More than tht I wish it made us happier. Sometimes we just try so hard to move on. Someone told me that the most important aspect is coming to terms with our situation before we really try to move on. Well, now on coming to terms..I guess need to figure it out :) Whatever it is, life is a roller coaster ride and we must just flow with it; so easy to say yet not really so easy to follow. Well, all I can do is try and flow with it and try and be happy as we all know that nothing is permanent. I wish there were permanent things. Well, If wishes were horses, I would definitely ride them :)
Happiness people say is within oneself. Is it? I wonder. I think this statement is like the 'Grapes are Sour' statement. Something which we have to follow to stay eternally happy; as that in practical terms is merely not possible .
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